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Sunday 22 August 2021

TYOSiN - TWILIGHT (english translation)

Lol, he did both schoolboy and "gal" cosplay, and both looks are amazingly right and amazingly wrong on him. I love it. There's a kind of charmingly juvenile energy to a lot of TYOSiN's stuff, and I think this MV and the lyrics really highlight that aspect of him well.

Fanservice aside, what I think is so cool about TYOSiN is that this song and video are totally out of left field compared to his previous work, but they also still both feel totally on-brand for him. It's rare to find an artist with that kind of flexibility. I think it's so cool that he's brave (or reckless) enough to just randomly overhaul his style completely every few years. And, IMO, he manages to pull off the changes without losing the good qualities of the previous eras.



TWILIGHT

Lyrics: TYOSiN
Producer: ATSUKI

Oh, every day, every night
I was refining it
Just honing my sensitivity
It seems like I can grab hold of it, I’m gonna grab it
Just a bit more left to go, just a bit more

Oh, every day, every night
I was refining it
Just honing my sensitivity
It seems like I can grab hold of it, I’m gonna grab it
Just a bit more left to go, just a bit more

I couldn’t carry out my promise to break it all down,
I’m just flailing about
I’m still being knocked around in the underground,
But I’ve been able to find happiness in it
Like pulling in a frayed thread and cutting it short to repair the knot
I have countless regrets
But, well, I’ve reached a point where things aren’t bland
I was on a wide stage, basking in cheers
But I got sick of the me I’d become used to
“It’s not supposed to be like this, I still want to have fun”
I want to turn what I’ve been imagining into reality

I haven’t changed from that time
All that’s changed is the people around me
I’ll say it again,
“The people you surround yourself with are your mirror”
It’s just that, it’s still just that
So don’t be scared to say goodbye
Even if it’s messy, it’s beautiful
I want to love the version of myself that can believe that

Oh, every day, every night
I was refining it
Just honing my sensitivity
It seems like I can grab hold of it, I’m gonna grab it
Just a bit more left to go, just a bit more

That’s it, I’m at my limit, I’m at my limit
I want to die, I want to live
As I thought, it’s impossible
In this scrawl, I can feel the violence of words
I’m totally immersed in filling in this painted over blank space
It’s fun, it’s painful
It’s sad, it hurts
It’s filled with the full range of human emotions, future struggles, all of it
If it’s not real, it can’t move hearts
I turn the feelings I can’t tell others into songs
If I do one bad thing,
Then I’ll do 10 good ones to make up for it
My heart is dirty, but I’m dreaming
Don’t let go of your child-like mind

Surely, perhaps
Those negative feelings everyone has,
Even if they’re swallowed up by the devil*
It’s beautiful, it’s beautiful
The heart I denied
The ego kills people**
An ark that rides in on twilight
In twilight, I’ll say farewell

Oh, every day, every night
I was refining it
Just honing my sensitivity
It seems like I can grab hold of it, I’m gonna grab it
Just a bit more left to go, just a bit more

Notes:
*, ** I’m really not sure about these lines at all :(

TWILIGHT

OH…
EVERYDAY, EVERY NIGHT
Migakareta
Kansei dake o togisumashiteta
Tsukamesou, tsukamu yo
Ato chotto, mou chotto

EVERYDAY, EVERY NIGHT
Migakareta
Kansei dake o togisumashiteta
Tsukamesou, tsukamu yo
Ato chotto, mou chotto

“Zenbu kowasu” yakusoku wa
Hatasezu, tada agaite iru n da
Mada chika de momareteru uchi ga
Shiawase datta you ni omoeteta
Hotsureta ito o taguriyosete
Togirenai you ni musubi naoshite
Koukai nante kazoekirenai
Demo ne, mumimushuu ja naku natte kita
Hiroi SUTEEJI abiru kansei
Nareteku jibun ni iyake ga sashite
“Konna hazu ja nai mada tanoshimitai”
Souzou o genjitsu ni kaete ikitai

Ano koro to kawaranai
Kawatta no wa mawari no hito dake
Nan-kai demo iu
Tonari ni iru hito wa jibun no kagami da
Sore dake, tada sore dake
Dakara wakare wa oshimanai
Kitanakutemo utsukushii
Sou omoeru jibun o aishitai

OH…
EVERYDAY, EVERY NIGHT
Migakareta
Kansei dake o togisumashiteta
Tsukamesou, tsukamu yo
Ato chotto, mou chotto

Mou genkai, mou genkai
Shinitai, ikitai
Yappa muri
Kotoba no bouryoku nagurigaki
Muchuu de nuritsubushita kuuhaku o
Tanoshii, kurushii
Kanashii, itai
Kidoairaku, zentotanan, zenbu
RIARU ja nai to kokoro wa ugokasenai
Hito ni ienai kimochi wa kyoku ni shita
Warui koto o i-ko shitara
Ii koto o juu-ko shite torikaesou
Kitanai kokoro demo yume o miteru
Kodomogokoro wa nakusanaide

Kitto, tabun kitto
Minna motsu fu no kanjou
Akuma ni nomikomareta tte
Utsukushii sa, utsukushii yo
Hitei suru kokoro
EGO ga hito korosu no
Tasogare o noseru hakobune
Tasogare ni wakare o tsugeru

OH…
EVERYDAY, EVERY NIGHT
Migakareta
Kansei dake o togisumashiteta
Tsukamesou, tsukamu yo
Ato chotto, mou chotto

Kanji:
^Pinned in the comments of the YouTube video